Fireworks!?!?! Maybe love!?!? GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok im started to freak out now cause im going to hang out with Ty tonight, here's the story:

Day 1 (July 3rd): I talked to him at night and he seemed to be in a good mood cause he was talking a lot more than usual. We talked a while then he mentioned he was going on a date next. Surprisingly, i didn't freeze and start freaking out, guess it was cause i was really tired. I asked about it and he seemed kinda embarrased bout telling me but he said "Favi". Favi is a good friend of both of us, really nice and polite, i liked her and i knew Ty hung out with her a lot. I went along with it and acted like i supported him for it (like i did for my cousin who, and still does, liked Ty and i tried to get them together only to find out it was me who he really liked last summer), that was when he got quiet and he didn't seem to want to talk about Favi. I just couldn't let the subject go, i tried to push it a little more just to make me seem jealous but i dont think it worked. I finally asked him if he had asked Favi if she was going to the Independence Day fireworks the next day even though i wanted to go with him. He said he didn't care for going with her and would rather wait till next week. Even though he had supposedly asked her out to a movie he didn't want to talk about it and he said it was a "kinda date" that it wasn't like they were going out or anything and besides Favi was nice, it seems to me as if it isn't a date at all. I have been pondering if this is an attempt to make me jealous or not but i'll just have to see.

Here's where it gets crazy:

Day 2, Independence Day July 4th: I woke up this morning/afternoon (i was up late again so it was actually 12:30 when i woke up) and i got on my computer and as soon as i logged into my messenger Ty was pinging me with a bunch of messages, of course at the time i couldn't respond cause i was helping my mom (she recently had knee surgery so i have been helping her out) and he kept wanting to talk to me. I finally answered and he was really talkative and happy which shocked me. He was trying to ask me what i was doing tonight for the fireworks. I told him i was going with my friend Ibi-chan (who he'd met once a long time ago) and her friend to watch across the street and immediatly he asked if he could come. I was kinda surprised that all of a sudden he wanted to hang out with me even though he was having a date with Favi a week later. I asked Ibi-chan as Ty waited impatiently and now he's going with ibi-chan and i to watch fireworks!!! I'm so nervous and excited at the same time because i haven't seen him in over a month and its FIREWORKS!!! I don't know what to do and i don't know what's gonna happen. I offered that he could bring a friend with him so he's not with a bunch of girls but he said he'd rather not. Does that mean he really would like to go with me and just me rather than anyone else?! Well i have 3 hours before i meet him and Ibi-chan so wish me luck!

Nervousness nervousness,
Hikari

P.S. I'll post what happens later.