*Puts matches in between eyes to stay awake* (LOL total Mr. Bean reinaction)

Well nothing much on my side. I love all your ideas and i am gonna use them but right now goin through drawers' block so i need to get back on my feet and i should have all those pics drawn in up. I haven't talked to Ty much either, he hasn't been on much but i did txt him the other day and he did sound like he wanted to talk cause he immediatly told me to log on to MSN. Big problem is, i did this for the second time, i fell asleep after i posted hi (it was 12:30 PM but still) and i was so embarassed cause i just left him there, i did say sorry after but i dont think he got it. So the postponed concert is this wednesday again and i talked with him a week ago on it and we're both pretty excited. So maybe over the next few days i can talk with him bout that. But ya for now i just need to wait it out and try to draw again.
Draw erase draw erase,
Hikari

Creativity help for a creative girl

Ok i know this isn't Ty-related (although we did have a nice conv. last night, well i think you can call it a conv.) but i REEEEEAAAALLLLYYYY need help:

I'm usually pretty good at this stuff but i have not been able to come up with something to draw. I need to draw for Chaii Tea (my website) since my deadlines are this friday i need to get them done pronto and i have lots of time but i haven't even started yet. I need 3 picture ideas that revolve around summer, here's other guidlines:
-One has to wear a kimono
-One has to have a popsicle
-And it has to be summer based of course.

Think you can put your minds to the task of creating an outfit, pose, look, hairstyle, and background? PLEASE HELP ME WITH SOME IDEAS MINA-SAN >.

Ok Ty-related: Basically i wasn't tired last night and i was bored so i txted Ty again. We kinda did our small chat thing (talked about how iTunes downloaded a bunch of songs onto my iPod for free that all happened to be the bands Ty likes and i didnt notice and then when i listened to it i really liked it and realized it was his favorite bands, still dont know how this is) and then i mentioned he's very quiet recently and he said he's always quiet. Then we had a calm debate over whether or not he was always quiet or sometimes. It only resulted in back and forth dots (a.k.a. Me: ... Ty: ... Me: ...... Ty:. etc etc). Then i said gnite and he said night back (cause it was like REALLY late) So yup. Oh and he just signed in maybe i'll talk to him ^-^

Hikari

Vacations all around. Too bad they're short

Well so i'm sooooooooooooooo incredibly sorry i haven't posted. I'm on everyday but i just am too lazy to post. Gah i need to get rid of this disease. Anyway i have gathered enough stuff to make a worth while post. So anyway Ty went on vacation to his hometown of Chicago (which is nice cause its both our favorite city and we both wanna live there after High School) to see a couple concerts including the one we were gonna go see but go postponed to next week, so ya i was envious but it happens all the time. Anyway i also just went on a quick 2 day vacation to Colorado Springs in a REALLY fancy expensive hotel while my mom went on meetings. I didn't talk to him much but he did get a new cell phone and i have the number and everything. I only talked to him the night he went to the concert and i asked how it was and he was so exstatic. He talked about how he loved being back in Chicago and stuff and i was pretty happy that he was happy. I would txt him right now but yesterday i was losing EVERYTHING!
I left my bag in our hotel room and right as we were leaving the hotel i realized it and had to go back, get a key to the room, and go get my bag.... Then i forgot my drum sticks in my teachers office, and after going to see BLEACH at the Cinema, forgot my phone in my friend's car and she said she'd drop it off later today but still. So ya at least it's nice that Ty's kinda happy now and has somethin to do, just sucks that i don't have my phone...
Anyway i really hope the rest of you will post if you haven't already. We gotta get this posting extravaganza back on the road!
Still waiting to go the concert,
Hikari

As Long As the Rain Continues to Fall

As long as the rain continues to fall
Our love will remain unknown
But once the sun shows its true face
All will be revealed

Um ya so kinda a random poem/saying i made up since ever since he ignored me was when we started getting this big rain storm. It's rained everyday for almost a week here which is unusual because we live in such a sunny state, plus Summer hasn't really started so there is still no aura of real summer which i think also drives the little depression state i'm in. Well anyway ya. But here is a list of things im talking about of how he could like Craz (please read comment on previous post):

- He said he was hot but that doesn't mean he likes her (trust me if you really take a minute to look at her she's not pretty at all, *whisper* really bad acne *whisper*)
- He has fallen into her dream (see comment in previous post)
- He changed the location on his MSN profile to London (Craz has the exact same one because she thinks she's British (she's from Utah O.o even tho she says she is from Australia which she says is the same as being British)
- His best friend is going out with her
- He believes she really plays the video games he plays even though she told me she has never played them in her life
- And he also put in his blog that he's a vegetarian (because Craz says she's a vegatarian even though she eats chicken and states it's not meat and other meats) even though he eats burgers and such ALL THE TIME!
- And plain out he has fallen into her dream world. It will be interesting to see how soon he will be smart enough to wake up....

Well ya so my ranting on about that b****h sorry for wasting an entire post on it.
My apologies,
Hikari

Wanted: Old Love to Call My Own... forever

Ok sorry if i sound hopeless, exagerated, and extremely depressed but i really am kinda. I told you that nothing has happened much and now it's to the point where i think he is the farthest from having feelings for me, but i'm praying it's all in my head. No he hasn't got a girlfriend. He doesn't hate (i don't think). And no he didn't reject me (if i could even ask). I just feel like he's ignoring me now. I'm reading everyone's posts and everyone seems so happy and good things are happening, so why do i always feel like the only one suffering. Anyway basically in the last couple days every time he comes on i always talk to him but he either (after a while) says "hi" back and then he never replies again, starts a conversation that last like 3 comments then he leaves before i can talk more, or just doesn't talk to me at all. I feel really bad about it. I have tried two times today and he doesn't respond to me, off or on his XBOX. Is it possible that video games are more important to him or maybe that i really did do something that makes him not want to talk to me. Although i have a nother theory:

I think its over with Craz. Cause i have blocked her on every possible messaging talking device. She has been annoying the heck out of me. She sent me a bunch of trash emails and IMs and now that i blocked her she's is mega mad and states i ruin people's lives when i didn't do anything. All i did was stop paying attention to her lies and i told her i knew she lies (she has ADHD Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, basically she feels like she always needs attention). Now im wondering since Ty looks up to her and stuff and doesn't know that she lies, did she tell him a lie about me that made him not talk to me!?!?! Now im just mad, confused, and more depressed. What should i do? Should i unblock her and see what her b**chy mouth has to say or should i stay like i am? Please help me *bukets*

On the verge of tears, crap, as she waits for news and reads more depressing manga,
Hikari