Ok sorry if i sound hopeless, exagerated, and extremely depressed but i really am kinda. I told you that nothing has happened much and now it's to the point where i think he is the farthest from having feelings for me, but i'm praying it's all in my head. No he hasn't got a girlfriend. He doesn't hate (i don't think). And no he didn't reject me (if i could even ask). I just feel like he's ignoring me now. I'm reading everyone's posts and everyone seems so happy and good things are happening, so why do i always feel like the only one suffering. Anyway basically in the last couple days every time he comes on i always talk to him but he either (after a while) says "hi" back and then he never replies again, starts a conversation that last like 3 comments then he leaves before i can talk more, or just doesn't talk to me at all. I feel really bad about it. I have tried two times today and he doesn't respond to me, off or on his XBOX. Is it possible that video games are more important to him or maybe that i really did do something that makes him not want to talk to me. Although i have a nother theory:
I think its over with Craz. Cause i have blocked her on every possible messaging talking device. She has been annoying the heck out of me. She sent me a bunch of trash emails and IMs and now that i blocked her she's is mega mad and states i ruin people's lives when i didn't do anything. All i did was stop paying attention to her lies and i told her i knew she lies (she has ADHD Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder, basically she feels like she always needs attention). Now im wondering since Ty looks up to her and stuff and doesn't know that she lies, did she tell him a lie about me that made him not talk to me!?!?! Now im just mad, confused, and more depressed. What should i do? Should i unblock her and see what her b**chy mouth has to say or should i stay like i am? Please help me *bukets*
On the verge of tears, crap, as she waits for news and reads more depressing manga,
Hikari
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OMG... Calm down.. I guess it is just a phase, he will probably get over it soon and start talking with you properly again.. Maybe there si really a reason for that or he is just obsessed with some new video game.
Uh.. Craz, good you blocked that b**ch.. I really think she is hella annyoing. And I know what ADHD is, it is actually called ADS in germany. Maybe she really sad something bad about you to him?
If you want to knwo what's going on you should probably unblcok ehr and talk to her. Or you phone Ty and ask what#s going on!
Carrie
I'm sorry i haven't been feeling to good for the last couple hours cause so i'm a bit impatient so excuse me if i'm extremely rude, I can't phone him. I don't know his number since he broke his phone and the only way to talk to him is through IM. Though my MSN said he logged in on a mobile device so i'm starting to think that he got a new phone and either won't or hasn't yet given me the number yet. So ya, i don't think i will unblock her cause then she'll think i'm going to give her attention. I'm not going to do anything but at the same time i am mad at Ty for believing Saya and looking up to her even though she is a total lie. I just hope he'll realize that she's not real and hopefully be like before when he knew she lied. I guess when your best friend dates her you have to forget what happened and think she's hot and the most amazing person, etc etc. So ya, i guess i just need to be patient but i still really miss him. And carrie aren't you still in Europe, it's a bit late there no?
Hikari
Craz=Saya right?
OMG.. I'm sorry, I forgot that his phone broke..
Okay, then you can just wait.. that something changes.
Yeah, it was ather late yesterday. But I wanted to comment though ^^
ahhh, no! Please, don't feel baaadd *hugging* ^^
After, I also think the situation will get back to normal again. Just stay a little calm and think about it properly. Then I would secondry try to talk it out with him in every possible way ... with your freinds too, if you're in the mood to
I know I am sometimes not very good at giving advices, but I'm a little ill because I miss talking to my guy but mainly because of my parents (you may read I posted)
So after all, what about the pool-thing?
And when everybody will hurt you, I'll really fly over and practise Tang-Soo-Do with this person!!! ^^
When you've got question, just post. tokomi
Hey Hikari,
I know the feeling when ou think you are ignored by someone (It always drives me mad)!! As long as you don't know what'S going obn you shouldn't worry too much (or you get ill and that's somethinge we all don't want to happen to you!!)
Well I agree with Tokomi!! Try as good as you can to talk to him because then you really know what'S going on... In my opinion it's always better to talk about problems than to hide your ideas...
Keep my fingers crossed!!
little cleo
hm well i guess i can really just wait. maybe i was just emotional yesterday, but i dealed with it with hard core music, a thunder storm and staying up late. For the first time in my lifetime, i was mad at Ty and i wasn't afraid of the thunder and lightening. I think its because i made up an idea of how he might like Craz (who yes is saya that's her nickname), which is actually pretty believable, but at the same time i wasn't jealous. if he is i just wanna laugh because he is such a baka. I do want him back but at the same time last night i didn't want him to be there, i just thought of him as what an obstacle now. So i'm willing to wait for him and i'm over my little maddening strike but i do think he thinks she is who she is and if he is i just wanna say "I hope you have fun in your dream world" (because Craz's entire reality she has created for herself and others to believe is all fake. So i kinda like to say whoever believes her and enters her world will enter a painful dream ^-^ i know how dark of me) But don't worry i still like him, i guess i'm just inlove with an idiot ^-^.
Hikari
P.S. We were supposed to be going to the same concert tonight (coincidently) but it got postponed because of the weather so hopefully when they reschedule is i will have "made-up" or whatever and i can at least know where he is so i can look for him ^-^
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