Goodnight and Go

Ok well i know i havent posted for like 3 weeks and im really sorry and i decided im gonna try my best at posting more. Well putting that aside, everything has really been going great! Even though Ty went on his date with Favi a week or so ago it seems that i'm talking to him a lot more and stuff. I think you all heard about how he finally found that message where i typed *red* (the first hint he gave me) and he was all serious and all (which actually seriously scares me, him being serious) trying to get me to tell him what i meant by that, of course i didn't tell him because i was scared and i yelled at him and logged off (ah the joys of doing this over IM). So we didn't talk for a few days after that (by the way he found out the day after his date) and then once we started talking again we acted like it didn't happen. The last 3 days we're talking multiple times a day.
But yesterday was big, i talked to him plenty of times but it didn't get interesting till last night. We were going into a silence after talking about this simple computer prank (its hilarious, doesn't work for all computers but most: Ctrl+alt+ down key)then i questioned him about Favi, his date:
I had talked to my friend Kisu-chan and Favi a day before (we're all friends) and Favi really liked Ty and was too scared to "ask him out" (i used this term as "ask to be his girlfriend" but ty said it was more like just going to a date so i don't really know what term to use, lets just say ask to be his girlfriend) and Kisu-chan said that she talked to Ty (i'm surprised she hangs out with him, i didn't know they were that great of friends but at the same time she saw her with this psycho girl, manda-chan who's had a crush on Ty for years even though he hates her even though she seems to always make him hang out with her but anyway [and also manda-chan was the one that gave me his number last summer when we pranked txted him]) and he said he wanted to "ask to be her boyfriend" but i was seriously unconvinced. Ty wouldn't just openly say that to Kisu-chan who isn't even 100% trustable and not exactly best friends with him so i was surprised but i didn't buy it, at least i didn't want to.
So i asked him if it was true if he wanted to "be her bfriend" (gah i hate saying that!!! im just gonna say "go out") and he was like: "where did u hear that?". After a while of stalling and saying just people, i finally told him kisu-chan. I was pretty silent after and then he said he didn't know and then he didn't care. Then HE started dotting and i was like what, what was the matter, and then totally unexpected he told me: "Go to bed." I was like "EXCUSE ME?!?!?!" i still totally didn't get it and i sent a couple messages after that asking him what the heck he was talking about then apologizing for yelling. I didn't go to sleep though of course, becuase today was the one day i didn't have practice in the morning so i was gonna try to stay up late. He never sent anything else after that but we both seemed pretty embarrassed, me talking to him of course, and him... well i really hope it wasn't about Favi.
Trying to figure out if he really cares, and trying to sound as dissapointed as possible while bringing Favi up,
Hikari

P.S. The title is this song that really reminds me of him and me, please listen to it if you can (it was also on a Rukia (me) and Ichigo (ty) tribute anime video)

"Goodnight and Go" Imogen Heap


"...Why'd you have to be so cute
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

Follow you home
You've got your headphones on..."

(i really like it cause one of the first weeks of school last year he did walk me all the way home and of course because of our love of music we both had our headphones on and i was really nervous and all [i knew he liked me, and this was his peak of loving me but i dont think he knew i liked him yet, maybe this is what made me open my eyes,i'm not sure] and then once i watched him walk back for a little bit i txted him and said "Thanks" and he was all "... *kiss*" i still remember my feeling and seeing it, i loved it. and yet i miss it so much. *happy tears*)