Hey it's me Hikari. This is just a branch off of the forum i was on discussing this issue. If you are from the forum (which most likely you are) then i will keep posting there. Please tell me if i should even keep this but i just felt like i was cluttering the forum. Am I?
Anyway here is the issue and i really encourage commenting but please sign after each comment so i know what your screenname is (you can use the screenname from the forum too that would be a lot easier), by the way this is copied from the original post:
Please help me! I know i sound a bit annoying with being so desperate but reading everyone elses love posts makes me realize how much i need all of you.
Ok here's the story (sorry if i ramble):
I had been in this guy's (his name is Ty) class for three years after i had transferred in from an International School. I never noticed him and he never noticed me and i wasn't worried about it. Then in the last year we were in that school, i ended up sitting next to him. We began to know each other and before i knew it we hung out all the time. Then summer vacation came and it was the big one between the two school switches (from primary to secondary, last summer). So then we texted all night, he turned me into a nocturnal person (he's nocturnal) so we would stay up all night texting and IMing and during the day he'd always come over and hang out at the pool since his friend lived down the street from me. Then one night we were texting and i kept rambling on and on and then said i was going to bed then he said wait. I asked why and he texted: "I just wanted to say um..." Me: "Um what?" Him: "....." Me: "TELL ME ALREADY!" Him: "I JUST WANTED TO SAY I HAVE A C**** ON YOU!!!" At first i didnt get what he said but then when i saw what the 4 stars were, i was shocked. I had never wanted it to turn out this way, i just wanted to be friends. I cried myself to sleep that night. But as the summer went by his (he only did this in texts) *red*s turned to *hug*s and then to *kiss*s. And i really started to like him! He always a joy to talk to and i always was checking my phone to see if he texted. It was the best summer i had ever had.
When we started up in the next school to my surprise we were in the same pod (the school is split into 4 pods) and i had plenty of classes with him. We sat together at lunch with all his other friends and i became friends with a bunch of guys, but no one knew i liked Ty, not even Ty. So one night i told him. He asked me so bad if i wanted to be his girlfriend. Let me all let you know, I have never had a boyfriend. No one actually like me and me like them back! I freaked out. Now i would love to go out with him but i cowarded. I said no (idiot idiot idiot idiot). I used a sorry excuse of: "I dont want any rumors but i still like you alot" and it was over. He did ask quite a bit later but we never did.Our relationship weakened more and more throughout the year but that just made me like him more and more. I'm at the point now where im just seriously madly INLOVE! yes LOVE! there is 17 days (now a week) till summer vacation now. I've gotten to talk to him a lot more but its wierd. I want to ask him if he still likes me and i want to say i do too but i cant get the guts. And im hoping that i will spend more time with him with the summer but i dont even know if he still likes me. He seems to like me a little bit and i try to show no blushing but sometimes i just turn solid red, and he keeps talking about how hot the girls in school are and he keeps hanging around with this girl who i only have one class with, and i dont know if they're going out, if they like each other, or if he's just trying to make me jealous. (i know that he always tried to make me jealous with this girl he made up named Andrea and he's starting to talk about her again [she is fake i know for sure] but i dont know if its for me...) (edit: i later found out they're just kinda friends but he doesnt really like her attitude much) .
So im so sorry for rambling but here is my final questions i want you to help me with:
Do you think he likes me?
What should i do to try to make this summer even better than the last?
Should i tell him how i feel or wait for him, do you think he will ever tell me?
Am i too over dramatic? (jk)
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME OUT >.< !!!!!
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Hi, hikari..
I'm from the forum... i think your story is interesting... and i don't think you're trashing the forum... you only get the members there interested...in fact i was lucky to have bumped into your topic... i spent the whole night reading your story...
First of all, i do think he likes you...
and this is just a piece of advice, you can ignore it if you think it's unworthy: You shouldn't avoid him... if he comes to you to chat, just talk to him freely.. or else he'll think that you're just pushing him around... well, that happened to my friend..
sorry for being nosy...
Your not noisy at all! THanks soooooo much for helping me! Please keep commenting and i promise i'll keep writing. I never knew the topic would be so popular and i am just thrilled that i got so much advice from everyone. Are you either karxman or nas_oken? if not what is your username on the forum?
I'm glad that i'm not creating more problems for you
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I'm nas_oken... if you read my username in the forum properly... 6891nas_oken is actually the reversal of neko_san1986
I'm 22 this year... i know i'm kinda old... or maybe i'm the oldest in the forum... *shock*
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