Why?

OK i am on my rec center's (training facility) computer so i cant really post anything much so for now i have to ask. Why? I am in shock. Favi left. She didn't die but she's gone. A family matter this weekend happened and now her mom took her and left to go as far away as possible, like to another state. She's gone just like that. Everyone is shredded. She's never gonna come back. No one can even contact her. I wanna cry but im too tough. I was on the verge but i still can't cry about it. Everyone else did anyway, including Ty. I was mad cause he wouldnt even look at me today and then when i found out why i wanted to barf. I feel terrible. I still haven't talked to him today and i'd rather not bring her up. I'm gonna go swim and see if i feel better than i'll post the last couple days when i get home.
Wants to break down and cry on the road,
Hikari