Ok so ya i know i haven't posted in what....3? 4? 4 days? Ya ok anyway, really nothin much has happened with Ty, since he doesn't have his phone i can't talk to him much, but i did get a chance to talk to him yesterday night (late late late). I'm not gonna post the entire conversation (kinda long but not with words) but i will explain the fine points. I'm really starting to think he might like me. Plus i have me and my crazy exaggerations that i WANT to believe but totally doubt they're true. But first to the conv.:
(after lots of dots and smilies and ???s)
Hikari: I'm sorry, am i just a nuisence
Ty: No ^-^
Hikari: Oh thanx. I was starting to wonder if i just annoy the hell outta ya
Ty: lol
Hikari: .......
Ty: ???
Hikari: Nothin ^-^ (<-- GRAH!!! Why do i always do this!?!?!?! [remember how he first told me he liked me: Ty:..... Me: ??? Ty:..... Me: What? Ty:....... nothin Me: JUST TELL ME ALREADY! Ty:......... Me: Fine! NITE! Ty: NO WAIT! Me: what!? Ty:...... i have a c**** on you...........] so as you can see im trying to do a spin off to see if he notices but i can never continue after nothin, too nervous)
Ty: K ^-^
(made him laugh a few times telling him about france)
Hikari: Did you get anywhere with your story
Ty: no
Hikari: ...... (here we go again)
Ty: ???
Hikari: ... hm. nothin really
Ty: REALLY??? (<-- kya now he's curious O.O)
Hikari:....um....ya
Ty: ........ (<--- kya kya kya!!!)
Hikari: uh.... sorry..... GRAH TO MANY DOTS (<--- used to say this when he did it to me)
Ty: lol
Then i never got to say gnite cause he logged off of his XBOX (which i rarely IM him on but i did last night)
So ya our very um... small talking big dottie conversation. I think the "..." are definetly a pause that should be taken into consideration since that's what he always did when he was nervous. So i really don't know. He's on right now but "Away" so i can't message him but maybe if he gets back. Now for my crazy thoughts :):
Ok so last May my dad and i were at a local art market when i saw a stand with some jewelry (i rarely wear jewelry but my mom's a jewelry designer so she sometimes forces me into her stuff) but they had some woven anklets outside with different colored beads. Each color had a meaning, and blue was for romance. Even though they were just some cheap anklets that probably really didn't have any effect (a.k.a plastic beads and such) i still bought them because at the time i was crushing over this guy who was my neighbor (got over him quick). So i wore it, never took it off unless my mom was fixing it and around the time i first wore it was the around the same time Ty and i became really close friends. Then in January it came off during Phys. Ed. class and i never got it fixed. Now im starting to think winter was kinda the time Ty and I kinda grew more apart. So now i got brand new blue beads and i made my own and i just put it on yesterday but now im wondering if it might help bring back something this summer. I know i might be overexaggerating but i realized during the last week of school, Ty has an anklet as well (not blue and woven like mine a little bit more masculine, black of course, but it looked like he'd worn it for a while). Did he do it cause i had mine all last summer??? I know i know im overexaggerating but you never know!!! So yup. I really hope the new anklet will help this summer, if so i am NEVER taking it off!!!
Needs to calm down and come up with shorter posts,
Hikari
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It's okay. The mroe you say, the more we get to know about your situation right? ^^
about your conversation..
So you two were "dotting" and "questionmarking" all the time? not baaad xD
Well, I don't want to destroy your hopes but actually... I would exactly react like him.
First he isn't interested, then he gets curious and after you not saying anything also "........".
Oh, but maybe your way too like "Tell me already! I wanna know!" and stuff ^^
But, could it be that Ty is a little inattentive.. or insensitive? I mean.. Does he really think it is just coincidence that you do behave exactly like he did back then? He must have noticed that, or does he really can't remember!? O_O
What do you eman by anklets? Is it something like an ankle bracelet?
Well, I don't know if he is wearng it because of you or just because he likes ir, but I just know very few guys who wear an anklet (!?). In your case I would just wear it again, maybe it helps, but don't expect too much xDD
When you guys talk the next time and it kinda gets into this dottie thingie again.. Why don't you say something like.. "remember, wehn you dit this all the time?" or something. Well, maybe it is a bad idea...
I know this post of me wasn't really useful, sorry.
But please keep us posted.
Carrie
BTW.. do you and tokomi have something where we can IM? I think that would be really cool, f we can just talk about it in YM or MSN or whatever..
Wahoo lol, that could have been a conversation with my guy ^^ wahh, so sweet ^^ It really shows how hard you try, make a move forward ^^ I think being nervous is quite okay, and not talking that much ( I think this because of the dotties etc. I got it wring, didn't I? ><) is also okay. My guy is also, like Carrie sais, a little „inactive“ ^^
I don't think he's wearing this because of you but ... quite interesting to hear, maybe you should just try to make a comment about this? But maybe you should really wear this again ... like Carrie I don't know about it >< But I too made that experience ^^ hehe
I've got something like a pendant with my indian zodiac sign (it's deer ^^) well, after all I haven't got the right braclet for it, but everytime when I am wearing a special braclet with it ^^ things are getting better, I don't kow why but since yesterday I am wearing it again, and yeah, we actually talked liek in the old days again (whaooo ^^)
I will post into my blog tomorow midday no matter whether anything happened or not (^^), so really hope for you to comment there *waiting ^^*
@carie: sry to say, but I've only got icq as a messanger ... does this helps? >< anyway, when not I think ( I saw it on a few blogs) there is the possiblity to put in a shoutbox isn't it? I think this would be an alternative to try (though I didn't find out how yet ><) When we're not able to contact each other properly.
All have a good sleep. tokomi
Hey Hikari,
(sorry for interfering again
*again looking a little guilty*) But as you maybe have noticed I'm a friend of Tokomi's and I've just spent the last hour by reading everything you've written yet.
Well, I can imagine how you're feeling! For me every movement of a guy must have something to say (although it's not and I'm nearly always exaggerating things *blushing*)
I think as much as I know till now Ty really seems to be like Tokomi's guy!! Because in both cases I don't know wether they are only ignorant or really not noticing anything!! ( Hope you get that one write)
In your case I would try to meet him if you can't talk to him by phone!! Because there is nothing about good friends meeting, isn't there? (Not yet!! :D)
About this ankle thing! I would wear it. Sometimes it's the feeling of having some "magical" sopport that makes us feel better and do things we wouldn't do without them!! :D
I'll keep myself uptodate!! And if it's okay to you, I'll interfer some more ;D!!!
little cleo
Hi there girls...
Sorry for the late respond...
My internet connection in my apartment is acting up and i couldn't online often... i'm now in McD, using their WiFi to online... *sobs*
Anyway, I think things are getting more and more confusing... or is it just me? Was that the only conversation you had with him?
I think even if guys are naturally insensitive about these things, they would still notice your actions... This whole thing gives me the idea that he's testing you...
And, about the anklets... i agree that not much guys would actually go for it... so, it's a good sign...
Good luck, hikari-chan..
Keep us updated... *hugs*
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