Summer has come! What will happen now.... Too early to tell -.-

Well first of all i'm so sorry everyone that i didn't post last night like i said i was. My couch made me so furious if i even touched my computer last night i would probably throw it against the wall. But now it seems that what happened yesterday has no meaning. FOR TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL AND THE BEGINNING OF MY SUMMER OF (maybe) LOVE OR MISERY (let's hope not misery).

We pretty much did not do much today during school, which made it feel like a couple days so i am still having a little trouble remembering everything it was such a busy day. I had found a baseball on our school field as i walked to school and i kept it. Throughout the day i asked everyone to sign it, including Ty. Although when we got our yearbooks i didn't have the courage to ask him to sign it, we kinda were only meeting up once in a while in the three hours of book signing in a crowd of a couple hundred people. Then the fiasco moved outside where everyone in the school met up (im talking 2000 people) so it was really hard to find anyone. Then when school was out i met up and waited for Ty, his friend Hun, Craz, and my our other friend (girl) to walk home. But because there was lots of rain and wind Craz flipped out and started to run home. She's a really fast runner so most of us all quit after 50 seconds.
But since the rest of us left Ty, Hun, Kisu-chan, and me had all gone to the same primary school together (which is by all of our houses) we all decided to say hello to our old teachers. So we walked over there but we had heard a rumor that our teacher went to get something and would be back soon. So we waited in her room as we looked through each others yearbooks and talked about people in school. Hun and Ty talked a lot about how cool Craz is (i'm the only one who knows about her lies and her attitude issues, i'm not going to tell anyone, i'll let her bring it down on herself) and i just shrugged. They talked about how hot she used to be but now that she was dating their best friend they didn't care much for her.
Then Ty was looking through the yearbook for hot girls infront of me frequently stating "she's hot". Do you think he was just trying to make me jealous? He would say it right infront of me. And plus even if someone is hot it doesn't mean you like them. Right? Plus, when i asked to make a comment about at least one girl he thought was cute he named one, but i didn't know her and took him a while to come up with her. And then Hun also made a comment about me being jealous when i mumbled "She isn't THAT cute" So maybe he doesn't really like these girls who knows.
I got super nervous because as well, he touched my hand on accident while we flipped the pages and it was that whole freak out things like in the movies. I scooted away and he mumbleds sorry under his breath (i was soooo red), plus instead of walking the quicker way home he took the longer way with me and kisu-chan? What do you guys think of all this? Am i just overexagerrating? I need to go clean my room and i barely slept last night so need to go and sleep so i can stay up later tomoro (if only these extra innings will end). I hope i'll be able to come up with the guts to ask him to hang out,
Hikari

P.S. And i found out he broke his phone so the only way I CAN talk to him for the moment is IM and he's not online much so im kinda also bummed out :(